4.02.12

that people hate me for the stupidest reasons its like really dude. I dont understand why people have to be so stingy. Its like they have to be the only ones to like or have certain things. If I have something people give me compliments on Im never shy about where I got it or how much I paid for it. If I paid 5 dollars or 500 dollars dont matter. Why do people get so pissed if someone copies them to me. In my mind I think well, they like it, be happy your not walking around with people thinking wow that person looks really stupid. Unless someones literally trying to be your twin stop getting pissed if someone else likes the same things as you good Lord.

And even to the people who do me wrong I can never truly hate anyone. I wish no ill will towards anyone, when in fact I just feel sorry for them. Im like one of the sweetest most chill people youll ever meet. So to get on my bad side you really have to be the scum of the earth. Im forgiving to a fault and I just really dont care one way or the other. I really do try not to rub my happiness in other peoples faces and be as modest as possible but then again I also feel like why should I feel held back to make other people feel better if your not going to like me either way. I raise the bar its go big or go home with me if you cant keep up nobody’s forcing you to be apart of my life just sayin…

4.01.12
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3.19.12

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3.19.12
And then, there’s another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. It’s called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded.

And then, there’s another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. It’s called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded.

3.19.12
vidaacucharadas:

“I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You’ve think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don’t fall in love that way either. You have not won. You’re alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I’m still a lot closer to love than you are.” -Gigi

vidaacucharadas:

“I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You’ve think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don’t fall in love that way either. You have not won. You’re alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I’m still a lot closer to love than you are.” -Gigi

3.19.12

Gigi: Oh, yes. I knew it. The best relationships grow out of friendships. Alex: Wait, wait, wait. Gigi. What? Now you and I are in a relationship? Gigi: Well, I'd say if we're not at relationship station-ship...we're at least on the track.

Gigi: Oh, yes. I knew it. The best relationships grow out of friendships. Alex: Wait, wait, wait. Gigi. What? Now you and I are in a relationship? Gigi: Well, I'd say if we're not at relationship station-ship...we're at least on the track.

(Source: vidaacucharadas)

3.19.12
3.19.12
Checking out the walking dead i generally try to steer clear of horror movies and anything to do with zombies not because that fake crap scares me but mainly for 2 reasons 1 my kids either will get scared or scare me with how insensitive they can be toward violence and 2 I still have night terrors and watching things like that generally tip those dreams off. I know im going to regret this tonight and Maybe Im a nut like the rest of the apocalypse believers I really dont think the world will end like the myans say but when I do have these night terrors I have very vivid violent dreams of the world being invaded destroyed everything engulfed in fire and ruble. No one I love is in my dreams maybe It stems from feeling like if there were to be a rapture I wouldnt be taken. Maybe I really wouldnt. Who knows these dreams are mostly in the same settings empty tall buildings, destroyed malls people screaming in chaos running the opposite direction, always the same dreams reoccurring and me in full armor and strapped with guns taking down everything in my path running towards the fight. In my dreams I enjoy it. But when I wake im sweating my hearts pounding and im just happy to be awake because for the few hours im out it feels all to real. When you look up dream interpretation it will say i feel a loss of control or its the end of a lifestyle change but the only problem is these dreams have been happening for years reoccurring dreams often symbolize something important that you need to pay attention to which is why they keep coming back. I looked a lot into interpretations and symbolism to try to explain things and lord knows i believe in it. The thing that conflicts me its that most my normal dreams are not interpretations of my deepest inner thoughts at all. They have no need to be interpreted I mostly dream of exactly what I want If I see something I want for example a diamond necklace in a store but I cant buy it I usually dream Im wearing it. So why when all my other dreams have no deep meaning do i keep having just one that does…I have often felt a strong connection and awareness of my thoughts and desires but i just dont know maybe theres just one thing I still cant figure out about myself until then im just trying to live my life and enjoy it to the fullest.

Checking out the walking dead i generally try to steer clear of horror movies and anything to do with zombies not because that fake crap scares me but mainly for 2 reasons 1 my kids either will get scared or scare me with how insensitive they can be toward violence and 2 I still have night terrors and watching things like that generally tip those dreams off. I know im going to regret this tonight and Maybe Im a nut like the rest of the apocalypse believers I really dont think the world will end like the myans say but when I do have these night terrors I have very vivid violent dreams of the world being invaded destroyed everything engulfed in fire and ruble. No one I love is in my dreams maybe It stems from feeling like if there were to be a rapture I wouldnt be taken. Maybe I really wouldnt. Who knows these dreams are mostly in the same settings empty tall buildings, destroyed malls people screaming in chaos running the opposite direction, always the same dreams reoccurring and me in full armor and strapped with guns taking down everything in my path running towards the fight. In my dreams I enjoy it. But when I wake im sweating my hearts pounding and im just happy to be awake because for the few hours im out it feels all to real. When you look up dream interpretation it will say i feel a loss of control or its the end of a lifestyle change but the only problem is these dreams have been happening for years reoccurring dreams often symbolize something important that you need to pay attention to which is why they keep coming back. I looked a lot into interpretations and symbolism to try to explain things and lord knows i believe in it. The thing that conflicts me its that most my normal dreams are not interpretations of my deepest inner thoughts at all. They have no need to be interpreted I mostly dream of exactly what I want If I see something I want for example a diamond necklace in a store but I cant buy it I usually dream Im wearing it. So why when all my other dreams have no deep meaning do i keep having just one that does…I have often felt a strong connection and awareness of my thoughts and desires but i just dont know maybe theres just one thing I still cant figure out about myself until then im just trying to live my life and enjoy it to the fullest.

3.18.12

(Source: flix10)

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